And I'm back...

Well, soooo much has happened in the last few months. Mainly Dylan had his Fontan..there were a few infection complications but overall he did wonderful and is back to his crazy self !! It is still hard to believe it is over since we were waiting for it for so long. I am still not divorced but have been separated for almost 18 months now. I am starting to move forward with my life and I am feeling really good about the future. I really hope there are no more setbacks and conflicts because I cannot let my life waste away anymore. I am staying busy, working as a nanny, raising Dylan, and trying to figure out how to maintain a social life. I will be back in school in the fall and hopefully finished by next fall. I have been doing really bad with my weight loss but went back to the gym for the first time in a few months today and I think I am ready to get started again. I would like to lose 25 more pounds but my main goal is to not gain any weight. I love how I feel when I eat right and exercise so I think that is the most important thing. Dylan is with my parents for a few nights and I am taking the time to relax, reflect on things in my life and to have some fun! I finally realize that I deserve to be happy and to do that I need to completely remove the toxic people from my life....a new chapter of my life has begun and I am ready for whatever it may have in store for me!