So how come I always start these blogs when things aren't going well for Shawn and I? Is it because I have more time to do it or is just because I have all these thoughts built up inside that I need to get out? Probably both...I don't know. I also start listening to music more and reading into the lyrics. I guess they are both things that help me get through things. I don't know how I would survive without music. I almost hate saying that because I don't know if my son will ever get to full enjoy music. I find it so amazing now that he loves music..he loves listening to it on my phone and his little ipod and he adores the guitar. I hope that he is really getting to hear it. I think music is one of the main things that would make me say yes to a cochlear implant. I guess that is just something that we will know in time. If he gets older and says that is what he wants then that is what he will get...for now, he is the happiest little boy ever, so why change anything?
The marraige counselor told me to find something to help me relax at night. I dont really have any particular hobbies to do so I figure maybe writing in this everynight will help. Soon I will have school work to keep me busy though so we will see.
On an amazing note, Dylan said "Fishy"....Its hard to believe because its a hard word to say but he said it and in context as well!! GO lil man, mommy loves you!
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