I feel like venting about things, but what is the point, ya know? I guess when I am here at my moms I have time to think about things and I just let myself get worked up...the difference between now and the past is that I am better at controlling things and do not allow myself to get so angry and worked up. Overall I have been feeling great about things, so I will continue to think positively. I got my grades today. I really though I was not going to do so great because I really slacked off the last few weeks...and finals were crazy, especially with the whole key's episode (long story), it just all threw me off. Anyways, I got an A, 2 B's, and a C... I am really happy with that..not bad considering how crazy things have been this past year..I am proud of myself..someday when I finally finish my degree and figure out what I want to do with my life I will see the pay off!
Tonight I went to Salisbury with my sister in law Brooke. We did some shopping and got our nails done. I was not planning on doing my nails anymore but now I am hooked...its so expensive to maintain yourself...hair, nails, eyebrows, gym membership, etc, etc..it was so much easier and cheaper when I did not care about myself LOL. So we had a good time. I am glad I can still maintain a relationship with my in laws despite what is going on with Shawn and I.
Tomorrow I will hopefully get some time to wrap some presents. I bought more crap for Dylan that he does'nt need today at Ollies. I have no idea where I am going to put all this stuff when we get home. It is crazy because right now we have a HUGE townhouse. Dylan has two toy rooms which include the entire basement. I have no idea what we are going to do when we move to a smaller place..lol
I treated myself to a few things at the mall today... I shouldn't have, but it feels good sometimes. I am just telling myself that I am celebrating my two weddings anniversaries with a separation anniversary sandwhiched between. LOL We got married 6 years ago at the court house on December 27th, we got separated a year ago on January 10th, and we had our WEDDING 6 years ago on February 16th. LOL I know, stupid...oh well
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